so i really havent written in a while and im sorry to anyone who reads or even cares
lifes been good but boring for the most part
but this past week has been sooo stressful
i worked way too much
i think 5 12 hour days and 2 8 hour days
i got soo stressed
and this weekend was the first weekend i got to spend with my dad in a while
thats another thing my parents got divorced a while ago but for some reason its hitting me now
like 10 minutes ago my mom was talking about how much she hates my dad and all the bad thing about him, then she goes "You are EXACTLY like your father"
like that kills me
1. because thats my father she is talking about and i love him and really don't like it when she talks like that and
2. because she basically is saying she hates me and is talking about all my flaws
I MISS MY DADDY =[
I had a breakdown twice today in my hour long car ride to work only to find out i wasnt working
this divorce is hitting me soo hard i dont knoe how much longer i can do it....
I mean, I'm engaged now. Shouldn't that be reason enough for me to actually want to hang on?
Signed,
confused and stresseddd